Dear readers, 30 Days Of Fear -challenge started this week. Next 30 days will be exceptionally thrilling and rewarding. I want to share these sensations as much as I reasonably can. That’s why I shall have these posts in English.
THE CHALLENGE GROUP IS CALLED ”THE FEARLESS NOVEMBER”
I have a group besides me going through this challenge. We call ourselves the Fearless November (Peloton Marraskuu). First meeting was on Sunday the 1.11. Altogether the group consists of 12-15 people. There was few people I didn’t know in advance but as the month passes on, I will get to know everyone in a much deeper level. I found the group magnificent. Its atmosphere was tangible and uplifted me through warm-hearted presence. Me and my friend Mikko are organizing it but we are all in together!
UPCOMING WEEKS AREN’T NECESSARILY SOFT AND SWEET
Encouraging connection within will be extremely important because upcoming challenges are not easy. If they were, why would we call them challenges?? How I see it, there will be lots of facing ourselves, especially fears that I like to call the dark side of the mind. We will take tours into sides we don’t accept and are ashamed of.
On the other hand, we will find bits of our full capability, towards understanding of our true potential. We have the power and love inside us, to generate and evolve our silly selves. Change is always constant and inevitable, but for now, it’s conscious. And we channel it towards the beings we truly are.
WHAT ARE THE CHALLENGES CONCRETELY?
Four days have already passed and I have characterized some challenges for me.
- One is that I have a problem of letting go socially. I have many friends in Facebook for instance I’m not really connected anymore. I see them as opportunity in the future but no real contact is present. I will do this challenge mostly for my sake, not for others. It’s sad to confess that I always can’t please or maintain connection to these people that used to my friends. It’s natural like it is as well that they still are respectable and important human beings independent on my friendship with them. Concretely, I will unfriend one person per day and think of what reasons lie behind my decision.
- Have half a day without responsibilities. To release myself partly from constant planning and doing and spending some time with only myself.
- Delegating responsibilities to others in some projects, decreasing my habit of multi-tasking because it makes me absent-minded. I don’t have to be involved in everything. I can let others do so I can concentrate on my own well-being. That also releases stress.
- Not ejaculating. Instead, directing massive sexual energy on uplifting me and my partner and for doing important things.
26 more days to go. Next meeting will be on the 8.11. at Kaisaniemen Iguana! Come and follow!